1. "We often live with distance between you and ourselves, a distraction, if you will. We look at our lives as problems to be solved instead of an opportunity to invite you to show your power. So would you give us what we need each day? Would we learn to trust you for our everyday needs? Would you remind us that there's no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus and that there's no condemnation that that beautiful truth would cause us to call out to you in repentance, to confess our sins, that we would not regard any iniquity in our heart that would hinder our prayer, Lord, and that one of those would not be withholding forgiveness from others."
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2. "God always reminds us of his presence before he then speaks his promises. And that once we believe his promises, he demonstrates his power. And as he demonstrates his power, he shapes us as his people. I look at this list and I come back to it a lot because I know in my own life, I need to fight to believe that this is true. That God is not detached from my reality. That God is not standing in judgment asking me to solve all my problems, but that he is intimately involved in the going on of my life. That he is intimately involved in the thoughts in my mind. That he is intimately involved in the desires of my heart. That he is intimately involved in the relationships around me."
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3. "In seasons where things are going well, I kind of forget God. Right? I'll check in every now and then, three out of four Sundays a month. Right? Every few days. But things are going good. I don't have a pervasive need. And I'll forget that he's present even when it's a season of contentment and of joy. In seasons of need and want and pain and suffering, I often wonder where he is. What are you doing? Where are you? Why aren't you working? Why aren't you acting? You see, I skip over all of this. And when I'm suffering, this is the one I want. Show me your power."
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4. "God in shaping us as his people, needs us to recognize the power of waiting and that faith comes first in believing that he is with us and that he always has been. See, that's our story. If we look back over our lives, we're looking for his faithfulness towards us to empower our faith moving forward. But when we're suffering, what we're so focused on is not what he has done for us in the past, but what he, we hope he will do for us in the future."
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5. "It's important for us to recognize that in their groaning, they are not praying intentionally. They are just simply feeling the weight of their suffering and sighing and groaning. But because God is close, he hears those as prayers. And as we saw last week, he is groaning on our behalf, that he is interceding on our behalf, that the spirit is at work in our lives, understanding our pain and bringing it to Jesus."
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6. "If you could change one event in your life, what would it be? You may be looking right now, and you're suffering in some way, physically, emotionally. Mentally. Relationally. You're looking and you're saying, if I could just have something change, if the king would just die, right? But you may be at this place because of a series of events that started at one time. A cascading effect. A butterfly effect, if you will."
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7. "God brought about a powerful redemptive work not by solving Joseph's situation but by saving Joseph's family. A bigger vision for what God was doing that transcended his own life, his short years on the earth. See, God's redemptive work for Joseph wasn't in justice. That it wasn't in punishing the evil thing done to him but in a salvation for many people. That it wasn't just about him but it was about his whole family and about the nation. That it would be something that God could say, I blessed him and I blessed all people through. But it took a long time because God's redemptive work takes a long time."
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8. "That God is not closer to you if you're getting it right. That God, as I've said before, I will say it till the day I die, will not love a better version of you more. That when our lives get hard we don't have to say, I did this thing and he's punishing me for it. It doesn't work like that. What does he want us to see? He wants us to see that he is close, that he is speaking and that he is working to remove condemnation that we don't have to do it on our own."
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9. "We will continue to experience brokenness but we don't have to cycle it. If we have the courage to remember what is in the past and actually bring our past to God and actually ask it to show us where He was in the midst of our trauma which is a very very dangerous yet courageous thing to do we will not be set free. God heard their groaning but God remembered His covenant. God was for them."
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10. "We will continue to wrestle with our past until we find God in our past. We have to go back. We have to remember. We can't forget. We can't be so focused on the future and saying when this thing happens when the king dies then I will be set free. Because it doesn't. We will continue to experience brokenness but we don't have to cycle it. If we have the courage to remember what is in the past and actually bring our past to God and actually ask it to show us where He was in the midst of our trauma which is a very very dangerous yet courageous thing to do we will not be set free."
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