John’s Gospel brings Nicodemus to Jesus under the cover of night, not because Nicodemus is foolish, but because he is wise enough to know that he still has questions. Nicodemus is a Pharisee, a member of the Sanhedrin, a respected teacher, and still he wonders how the kingdom of God works and what Jesus has to do with it. Jesus does not give him a neat little answer that can be tucked away and used whenever life gets hard. Jesus tells him that anyone who wants to see the kingdom of God must be born anew, born again.
Nicodemus hears that in the most literal way possible, and Jesus moves the conversation into mystery. The wind blows where it will, and so it is with the Spirit. The Spirit is not something a person can keep in a little bottle like “pure Scottish air,” ready to pull out whenever there is a church problem, a money problem, a war, a sickness, or a private worry. God cannot be kept in a pocket. The Spirit does not bend to human will. The Spirit picks people up, carries them, and changes their will toward God’s will.
The image of the rowboat church and the sailboat church makes the point plain. A rowboat church knows exactly where it wants to go and rows with all its might, saying in effect, “If it’s meant to be, it’s up to me.” A sailboat church still works hard, but the difference is who is in charge. The sailboat church pays attention to the wind, sets its sails, and lets the Holy Spirit carry it where God wants it to go.
Clifton Presbyterian Church becomes a picture of that kind of rebirth. The church wanted children, crowds, money, and a full sanctuary, but the Spirit first brought Joe, a man sleeping under the awning. The church welcomed Joe, then welcomed others like him, then moved the pews and made room for cots. The church was reborn, not by rowing harder toward its own dream, but by noticing where the wind was already blowing.
Prayer receives the same turn. Prayer often gives God directions, but faithful prayer can ask, “God, what do you want for me?” Augustine’s “tolle lege” moment shows that new life can begin when a person stops directing everything and lets the Spirit move. Nicodemus may have come slowly, but his gift of burial ointment hints that even late in life, even after long questions, the wind can still carry a person into new birth.
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Key Takeaways
- 1. God does not fit pockets The Spirit is not a tool that can be pulled out whenever a person needs a quick answer, a clean fix, or control over a hard situation. Jesus gives Nicodemus mystery instead of a formula because God is not small enough to be managed. Faith begins to deepen when control stops pretending to be trust. [48:01]
- 2. The Spirit carries willing sails The sailboat image refuses both laziness and self-reliance. A sailboat still takes work, but the work is aimed at catching the wind instead of forcing the destination. The church becomes faithful not by rowing harder toward its own preferred future, but by learning who is really in charge. [49:15]
- 3. Attention can become obedience Clifton Presbyterian Church did not discover its calling by inventing a grand plan first. The Spirit placed Joe under the awning, and the church’s future began with the simple act of noticing who was already there. Sometimes rebirth starts when love pays attention to the person everyone has stepped around. [50:37]
- 4. Prayer can turn around Directive prayer asks God to bless the life already imagined. Surrendered prayer asks what God has imagined for the life already given. That kind of prayer is not passive, because it trusts that God truly has a person in mind and can carry that person toward a better obedience. [53:06]
- 5. New birth can come late Nicodemus does not appear to leap into public faith right away, but his burial gift suggests that Jesus had worked on him over time. Grace is not limited to dramatic first responses or youthful courage. Even an old, cautious, respected question-asker can still be picked up by the wind.
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Youtube Chapters
- [00:00] - Welcome
- [41:41] - Prayer for Open Hearts
- [42:33] - Souvenirs and Scottish Air
- [44:12] - Nicodemus Brings His Questions
- [45:43] - Born Anew Under Cover of Night
- [46:51] - The Wind Moves Where It Wills
- [48:36] - Rowboat Churches and Sailboat Churches
- [49:45] - Clifton Presbyterian Learns the Wind
- [52:27] - Turning Prayer Upside Down
- [54:09] - Augustine Hears Tolle Lege
- [56:08] - Nicodemus Brings the Ointment
- [57:14] - Letting the Spirit Carry You