Restoring Relationships Through Self-Examination and Forgiveness

Life is full of relationships—some thriving, some strained, and some in desperate need of repair. As summer draws to a close, it’s a fitting time to pause and reflect on the state of our hearts and our connections with others. Scripture calls us to “test and examine our ways and return to the Lord” (Lamentations 3:40), and this self-examination is the first step toward relational healing. It’s not about outward appearances, but about looking honestly within, asking God to reveal where we’ve gone off track, and being willing to return to Him.

But self-examination is only the beginning. We’re also called to look outward, to consider our part in the conflicts and brokenness around us. The story of Paul and Barnabas in Acts 15 is a powerful reminder that even the most faithful followers of Jesus can have sharp disagreements. Paul and Barnabas, both passionate about the gospel, found themselves at odds over John Mark. Their disagreement was so intense that they parted ways, yet God used even their division for good—multiplying the mission and ultimately bringing reconciliation.

This narrative teaches us that conflict is inevitable in a fallen world, even among believers. What matters is how we handle it. We must learn to disagree without being disagreeable, to set healthy boundaries, and to forgive as Christ has forgiven us. Forgiveness is not just a command; it’s a necessity for our own spiritual and emotional health. Holding onto resentment is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die—it only harms us. We forgive because God has forgiven us, and because we, too, will need forgiveness in the future.

Reconciliation is always the hope. Paul and John Mark eventually reconciled, and John Mark went on to be a vital part of the early church, even writing the Gospel of Mark. No failure is final in God’s hands. He can redeem our mistakes, heal our relationships, and use us for His glory. As we prepare our hearts for communion, let’s examine ourselves, seek forgiveness where needed, and trust God to bring beauty from our brokenness.

Key Takeaways

• 1. True relational healing begins with honest self-examination. Before addressing the faults of others, we must look within and ask God to reveal our own blind spots, sins, and areas where we’ve drifted from Him. This humility is foundational for any genuine reconciliation. [16:17]
• 2. Disagreements—even sharp ones—are a reality among believers. The story of Paul and Barnabas shows that faithful, Spirit-led people can see things differently and even part ways. Yet, God’s sovereignty means He can use our conflicts to further His purposes, multiplying ministry and deepening our dependence on Him. [22:02]
• 3. Forgiveness is not optional for followers of Jesus. We forgive because God has forgiven us, and because holding onto resentment only poisons our own souls. Forgiveness doesn’t always mean full restoration of relationship, but it does mean releasing others from our judgment and trusting God with the outcome. [37:09]
• 4. Not everyone who starts the journey with us will finish it. Betrayal, abandonment, and brokenness are real, and sometimes relationships cannot be fully restored. Yet, we are called to set healthy boundaries, offer forgiveness, and make amends where possible, always seeking to reflect Christ’s love and wisdom. [32:15]
• 5. God specializes in redeeming our failures and broken relationships. The reconciliation of Paul and John Mark, and John Mark’s later usefulness in ministry, remind us that no mistake or conflict is beyond God’s power to heal. Our part is to remain open, humble, and willing to do the hard work of forgiveness and restoration, trusting God to bring beauty from ashes. [42:03]

Youtube Chapters

• [00:00] - Welcome
• [02:30] - Updates and Announcements
• [05:45] - The Importance of Generosity
• [08:20] - Introduction: Repairing Relationships
• [16:17] - The Call to Self-Examination
• [20:31] - Looking Outward: The Story of Paul and Barnabas
• [23:02] - John Mark’s Background and the Disagreement
• [24:59] - The Reality of Conflict Among Believers
• [27:06] - Disagreeing Without Being Disagreeable
• [30:31] - Lessons from Demas and Alexander
• [32:15] - The Pain of Broken Relationships
• [37:09] - The Necessity and Power of Forgiveness
• [41:13] - Forgiveness and Healthy Boundaries
• [42:03] - God’s Redemption and Reconciliation
• [46:37] - Final Reflections and Call to Examine Ourselves
• [48:38] - Communion Preparation
• [53:49] - Observing the Lord’s Supper
• [54:37] - Closing Prayer and Dismissal

Bible Reading

Acts 15:36-41 (ESV) — > 36 And after some days Paul said to Barnabas, “Let us return and visit the brothers in every city where we proclaimed the word of the Lord, and see how they are.”
> 37 Now Barnabas wanted to take with them John called Mark.
> 38 But Paul thought best not to take with them one who had withdrawn from them in Pamphylia and had not gone with them to the work.
> 39 And there arose a sharp disagreement, so that they separated from each other. Barnabas took Mark with him and sailed away to Cyprus,
> 40 but Paul chose Silas and departed, having been commended by the brothers to the grace of the Lord.
> 41 And he went through Syria and Cilicia, strengthening the churches.

Lamentations 3:40 (ESV) — > Let us test and examine our ways, and return to the Lord!

Ephesians 4:31-32 (ESV) — > 31 Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice.
> 32 Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.

Observation Questions

1. In Acts 15:36-41, what was the main reason for the disagreement between Paul and Barnabas? What did each of them decide to do as a result?
2. According to Lamentations 3:40, what are we called to do before the Lord?
3. In Ephesians 4:31-32, what attitudes and actions does Paul say we should put away, and what should we put on instead?
4. The sermon mentioned that even faithful followers of Jesus can have sharp disagreements. What example did the pastor give from his own life or ministry that illustrates this? [[24:59]]

Interpretation Questions

1. Why do you think Paul was so opposed to taking John Mark on the second missionary journey? What does this reveal about Paul’s expectations for ministry partners? [[23:02]]
2. The sermon says that “conflict is inevitable in a fallen world, even among believers.” What does it look like to “disagree without being disagreeable” in real life? [[27:06]]
3. Why is self-examination an important first step before trying to repair a relationship? How does this connect to Lamentations 3:40 and the pastor’s call to “look in the mirror”? [[16:17]]
4. The pastor said, “Forgiveness doesn’t always mean full restoration of relationship, but it does mean releasing others from our judgment and trusting God with the outcome.” What does this look like practically? [[41:13]]

Application Questions

1. Think about a relationship in your life that is strained or broken. What would it look like for you to “test and examine your ways” before God about your part in the conflict? Is there something you need to own or confess? [[16:17]]
2. The story of Paul and Barnabas shows that even strong Christians can have sharp disagreements. Have you ever experienced a disagreement with another believer that led to separation? How did you handle it, and what would you do differently now? [[24:59]]
3. The sermon said, “Holding onto resentment is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die—it only harms us.” Is there someone you are holding resentment against? What is one step you could take this week to begin letting go? [[38:20]]
4. Forgiveness is not optional for followers of Jesus. Is there someone you need to forgive, even if the relationship can’t be fully restored? What would it look like to “release them from your judgment and trust God with the outcome”? [[41:13]]
5. The pastor talked about setting healthy boundaries, especially in toxic relationships. Are there any boundaries you need to set or adjust in your relationships right now? What would that look like? [[32:15]]
6. Paul and John Mark eventually reconciled, and God used John Mark in a big way. Is there a relationship in your life where you’ve given up hope for reconciliation? What would it look like to stay open to God’s work of redemption, even if it takes years? [[42:03]]
7. As you prepare for communion or a time of worship, what is one specific step you can take this week to seek forgiveness, make amends, or move toward healing in a relationship? [[48:38]]