Navigating Faith Deconstruction: A Journey of Understanding

Devotional

Day 1: Navigating the Dark Night of the Soul

Description: The journey of faith deconstruction often begins with personal experiences of trauma or disillusionment within religious institutions. This process can lead to a period of deep questioning and spiritual struggle, commonly referred to as the "dark night of the soul." During this time, individuals may feel isolated and uncertain about their beliefs, but it is also an opportunity for profound spiritual growth. By confronting and analyzing these challenges, one can emerge with a more authentic and resilient faith. [32:35]

Psalm 13:1-2 (ESV): "How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I take counsel in my soul and have sorrow in my heart all the day? How long shall my enemy be exalted over me?"

Reflection: Think about a time when you felt spiritually lost or disillusioned. How did you navigate that period, and what did you learn about your faith through that experience?

Day 2: The Philosophical Roots of Faith Deconstruction

Description: Jacques Derrida's concept of deconstruction, which argues that all constructs can be taken apart, has been adapted into the realm of faith. This approach allows individuals to critically examine their religious beliefs and practices, fostering a deeper understanding and potentially leading to spiritual growth. By questioning and re-evaluating one's faith, individuals can strip away superficial or harmful beliefs and discover a more profound and authentic connection to their spirituality. [35:07]

Ecclesiastes 3:1-3 (ESV): "For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; a time to break down, and a time to build up."

Reflection: What aspects of your faith have you questioned or re-evaluated recently? How has this process helped you grow spiritually?

Day 3: Distinguishing Deconstruction from De-Identification

Description: It's crucial to differentiate between deconstruction and de-identification. While deconstruction involves questioning and re-evaluating one's faith, de-identification means leaving one's religion altogether. This distinction helps clarify the intentions and outcomes of those undergoing this process. Understanding this difference can provide clarity and direction for those who are struggling with their beliefs, helping them to navigate their spiritual journey with intention and purpose. [36:21]

2 Corinthians 13:5 (ESV): "Examine yourselves, to see whether you are in the faith. Test yourselves. Or do you not realize this about yourselves, that Jesus Christ is in you?—unless indeed you fail to meet the test!"

Reflection: Are there areas of your faith that you are currently questioning? How can you approach these questions in a way that strengthens rather than diminishes your spiritual journey?

Day 4: Positive Outcomes of Deconstruction

Description: Despite its challenges, deconstruction can lead to positive outcomes, such as freeing individuals from toxic beliefs, deepening their understanding of their faith tradition, and fostering humility. Jesus himself engaged in deconstructive teaching, emphasizing love and justice over rigid adherence to laws. By following this example, individuals can cultivate a more compassionate and just faith, one that prioritizes the well-being of others and aligns more closely with the teachings of Jesus. [52:05]

Isaiah 1:17 (ESV): "Learn to do good; seek justice, correct oppression; bring justice to the fatherless, plead the widow's cause."

Reflection: In what ways can you practice love and justice in your daily life? How can these actions reflect a deeper understanding of your faith?

Day 5: The Role of the Church in Supporting Deconstruction

Description: Churches can play a vital role in supporting those undergoing deconstruction by fostering open, honest conversations, loving unconditionally, and being willing to repent from past wrongs. Creating a refuge for the complicated recognizes the inherent complexity of faith and life, offering a supportive environment for spiritual growth. By embracing this approach, churches can help individuals navigate their spiritual journeys with grace and understanding, ultimately leading to a more inclusive and compassionate faith community. [01:00:43]

Galatians 6:2 (ESV): "Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ."

Reflection: How can you contribute to creating a supportive and open environment in your faith community? What steps can you take to help others feel safe and understood in their spiritual journeys?

Sermon Summary

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In today's discussion, we delved into the concept of faith deconstruction, a process that involves breaking down, analyzing, and questioning one's religious worldview. This journey often begins with personal experiences of trauma or disillusionment within religious institutions, as was the case in my own life. I shared my story of moving through various church environments, each with its own set of challenges, ultimately leading me to a period of deep questioning and spiritual struggle known as the "dark night of the soul."

We explored the philosophical roots of deconstruction, particularly through the lens of Jacques Derrida, who argued that all constructs, including religious beliefs, can be deconstructed. This philosophical approach has been adapted into the realm of faith, where individuals critically examine their religious beliefs and practices. However, it's crucial to distinguish between deconstruction and de-identification; the former involves questioning and re-evaluating one's faith, while the latter means leaving one's religion altogether.

Statistics reveal a significant decline in religious affiliation, particularly among younger generations. Many factors contribute to this trend, including cultural stagnation, religious trauma, simplistic views of suffering, and problematic labels associated with Christianity. These issues often drive people to re-examine their faith and, in some cases, walk away from religious institutions.

Despite the challenges, deconstruction can lead to positive outcomes. It can free individuals from toxic beliefs, deepen their understanding of their faith tradition, and foster humility. Jesus himself engaged in deconstructive teaching, challenging existing laws and norms to emphasize love and justice. The cross, too, serves as a deconstructive act, revealing the perversions of power and offering solidarity with the marginalized.

For those undergoing deconstruction, it's essential to find community and support, recognize the persistence of religious residue, and extend grace to oneself and others. Churches can play a vital role by fostering open, honest conversations, loving unconditionally, and being willing to repent from past wrongs. Ultimately, the goal is to create a refuge for the complicated, recognizing that faith and life are inherently complex.

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Key Takeaways

1. Identification**: It's crucial to differentiate between deconstruction and de-identification. While deconstruction involves questioning and re-evaluating one's faith, de-identification means leaving one's religion altogether. This distinction helps clarify the intentions and outcomes of those undergoing this process. [36:21]
4. Positive Outcomes of Deconstruction: Despite its challenges, deconstruction can lead to positive outcomes, such as freeing individuals from toxic beliefs, deepening their understanding of their faith tradition, and fostering humility. Jesus himself engaged in deconstructive teaching, emphasizing love and justice over rigid adherence to laws.

5. Role of the Church: Churches can play a vital role in supporting those undergoing deconstruction by fostering open, honest conversations, loving unconditionally, and being willing to repent from past wrongs. Creating a refuge for the complicated recognizes the inherent complexity of faith and life, offering a supportive environment for spiritual growth.

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Youtube Chapters

[00:00] - Welcome
[32:35] - Personal Journey and Church Experiences
[33:50] - Dark Night of the Soul
[35:07] - Philosophical Roots of Deconstruction
[36:00] - Faith Deconstruction Defined
[37:20] - Common Misconceptions
[38:12] - Decline in Religious Affiliation
[39:21] - Reasons for Deconstruction
[41:18] - Impact on LGBTQ Community
[42:19] - Racism and Religious Institutions
[45:14] - Misunderstandings About Deconstruction
[48:46] - Dangers and Benefits of Deconstruction
[50:21] - Scriptural Insights
[52:05] - Jesus as a Deconstructive Teacher
[54:11] - The Cross as a Deconstructive Act
[57:03] - Practical Advice for Deconstruction
[60:43] - Role of the Church in Supporting Deconstruction

Bible Study Guide

Bible Reading

Matthew 28:16-20 (NIV) — > Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. Then Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”

2. Matthew 5:17-20 (NIV)
> “Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. For truly I tell you, until heaven and earth disappear, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished. Therefore anyone who sets aside one of the least of these commands and teaches others accordingly will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven. For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven.”

3. Luke 23:34 (NIV)
> Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” And they divided up his clothes by casting lots.

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Observation Questions

What were the disciples' reactions when they saw Jesus in Matthew 28:16-20?
According to Matthew 5:17-20, what is Jesus' relationship to the Law and the Prophets?
In Luke 23:34, what does Jesus ask of the Father while on the cross, and what does this reveal about His character?

Interpretation Questions

How does the presence of doubt among the disciples in Matthew 28:16-20 impact our understanding of faith and doubt in our own spiritual journeys? [51:21]
What does Jesus' statement about fulfilling the Law in Matthew 5:17-20 suggest about the nature of deconstruction and reconstruction in faith? [52:05]
How does Jesus' prayer for forgiveness in Luke 23:34 serve as a model for dealing with those who have caused us harm, especially within religious contexts? [55:09]

Application Questions

Reflect on a time when you experienced doubt in your faith. How did you handle it, and what support systems were in place for you? [51:21]
Jesus emphasized love and justice over rigid adherence to laws. How can you apply this principle in your daily interactions and decisions? [52:39]
Have you ever felt the need to deconstruct certain beliefs or practices in your faith? What prompted this, and what was the outcome? [36:00]
In what ways can our church community better support individuals who are going through a period of faith deconstruction? [01:00:43]
How can you extend grace to yourself and others during times of spiritual struggle or questioning? [58:00]
Think of a specific instance where you or someone you know experienced religious trauma. How can the church address and heal from such experiences? [39:58]
Jesus' act of forgiveness on the cross is a powerful example. Is there someone in your life you need to forgive, and how can you take steps toward that forgiveness this week? [55:09]

Sermon Clips

1. "Deconstruction I don't think is something new. I think it's just part of spirituality, spiritual maturity and growth. There's been mystics within the Christian tradition for thousands of years talking about wrestling with their faith, talking about dark night of the soul. I mean Mother Teresa who this is Mother Teresa it's my tribute to her she like went through an entire period of time when she didn't even believe in God anymore but she continued to do her work so I don't think it's new." [37:37] (26 seconds) (Download raw clip | Download cropped clip)

2. "The only way for evil to be overcome is for it to be brought out into the light so my intent is not to diminish it's not to be a jerk I'm not trying to break anybody down I'm just trying to be honest." [37:20] (12 seconds) (Download raw clip | Download cropped clip)

3. "Deconstruction helps us be more informed about our faith tradition, because, ultimately, if you're able to take things apart and see, kind of, okay, why did this atonement theory get popular? Why is this a thing? It informs you about the tradition, how it got made, where it's coming from. I think it also aids in the development of humility, It can show us that we don't know what we don't know, and then, also, I will go on record, for saying that I actually think deconstruction can help mature and grow our faith. I think deconstruction can add a depth dimension to faith that's not surface level." [48:46] (41 seconds) (Download raw clip | Download cropped clip)

4. "The cross is a deconstructive act because the cross is where God chooses solidarity with all people who have died cross dead. Every black body that's ever been hung up from a tree, every queer body that's been thrown out on a fence, every child and school teacher that has been gunned down, God chooses solidarity with them in the cross. And flips the powers of this world on their head. That is a deconstructive move." [55:09] (25 seconds) (Download raw clip | Download cropped clip)

5. "The kingdom of God is a deconstructive kingdom. I think the kingdom of God deconstructs the kingdoms of this world. It turns the kingdoms of this world on its head. And specifically, since we're in church, can I talk about the cross for a second? Do I have time to talk about the cross? Take it. Because I think the cross is a deconstructive act as well." [54:11] (58 seconds) (Download raw clip | Download cropped clip)

6. "If the dudes who are hanging out with Jesus, who saw the resurrected Jesus, if they're allowed to doubt, then I feel like we probably can too. Maybe. Just an idea. I think that's a good sermon right So there's that. But also, I think Jesus was a deconstructive teacher." [51:21] (19 seconds) (Download raw clip | Download cropped clip)

7. "Bad theology kills because it does. I mean that so my friend who came up with this shirt Kevin Garcia he said actually, their book is here. Kevin identifies as queer, and their religious upbringing led them to, you know, really dark places, and so that's kind of part of Kevin's message is that bad theology kills. We have to be careful what we say. Yeah, it really does matter." [43:00] (31 seconds) (Download raw clip | Download cropped clip)

8. "Be willing to repent from past wrongs. Be willing to admit, like, hey, as a church, we were wrong in this. Or as a pastor, I was wrong about this. I'm sorry. And then work towards restoration and reconciliation. And then, you know, be willing to question harmful theologies and doctrines. I feel like that's often the thing that gets ignored. It's always about, well, maybe there were some bad people, Josh. They just treated you poorly. It's not everybody. But there's theologies and ways of thinking that prop up those kinds of behaviors. And so be willing to recognize that and admit to it." [01:02:04] (34 seconds) (Download raw clip | Download cropped clip)

9. "Curiosity is a spiritual gift. Yeah. A spiritual practice you should function in. Yeah. Yeah. I do. Yeah. I've been podcasting for six years." [01:02:49] (103 seconds) (Download raw clip | Download cropped clip)

10. "Deconstruction frees us from toxic and harmful beliefs. It can help... Bad theology. Bad theology. Yep. Which kills. Yeah. So, deconstruction helps us be more informed about our faith tradition, because, ultimately, if you're able to take things apart and see, kind of, okay, why did this atonement theory get popular? Why is this a thing? It informs you about the tradition, how it got made, where it's coming from." [48:46] (25 seconds) (Download raw clip | Download cropped clip)

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