My Mind Ain't What It used to Be | Pastor Matthew D. Long Jr.

Devotional

Day 1: When Tombs Become Home

A man lived among graves, his mind shaped by death’s monuments. Surrounded by brokenness, he adapted to chaos until it felt normal. His environment preached despair through every tombstone, reinforcing isolation and defeat. Yet even here, Jesus stepped ashore uninvited, crossing into places others avoided. Freedom begins when Christ enters spaces we’ve accepted as permanent. [27:11]

They came to the other side of the sea, to the country of the Gerasenes. And when Jesus had stepped out of the boat, immediately there met him out of the tombs a man with an unclean spirit. He lived among the tombs. And no one could bind him anymore, not even with a chain, for he had often been bound with shackles and chains, but he wrenched the chains apart, and he broke the shackles in pieces. Night and day among the tombs and on the mountains he was always crying out and cutting himself with stones. (Mark 5:1–5, ESV)

Reflection: What environments or patterns in your life subtly reinforce hopelessness? How might Jesus be inviting you to let Him redefine what “normal” looks like?

Day 2: The Invasion Beneath the Surface

Legion wasn’t a name but an occupation—a military takeover of one man’s mind. Demons multiplied like lies, convincing him his struggle was his identity. Jesus exposed the real enemy: not the man, but what occupied him. Freedom starts when we stop confusing our battles with our worth. [57:21]

And Jesus asked him, “What is your name?” He replied, “My name is Legion, for we are many.” And he begged him earnestly not to send them out of the country. (Mark 5:9–10, ESV)

Reflection: Where have you accepted a “Legion” (fear, shame, lies) as part of who you are? How might Jesus be separating your true identity from what temporarily occupies you?

Day 3: Crossing Seas for the One

Jesus navigated storms and crossed into Gentile lands to reach a man society chained and abandoned. He didn’t wait for a cry for help—He came for the “reward at the end” others deemed worthless. Your value isn’t measured by your usefulness but by His relentless pursuit. [44:32]

The herdsmen fled and told it in the city and in the country. And people came to see what it was that had happened. And they came to Jesus and saw the demon-possessed man, the one who had had the legion, sitting there, clothed and in his right mind, and they were afraid. (Mark 5:14–15, ESV)

Reflection: When have you felt “written off”? How does Jesus’ intentional journey to the tombs challenge your view of His commitment to you?

Day 4: Sitting Where You Once Screamed

The man traded gravestones for a seat at Jesus’ feet. Clothed and calm, his restored mind proved occupation doesn’t equal identity. Peace isn’t the absence of struggle but the presence of the One who reorders chaos. Where you sit shapes who you become. [01:04:16]

And they came to Jesus and saw the demon-possessed man, the one who had had the legion, sitting there, clothed and in his right mind, and they were afraid. (Mark 5:15, ESV)

Reflection: What “tombs” still tempt you to define yourself by past struggles? How might sitting with Jesus daily reshape your self-perception?

Day 5: When the Delivered Preach

The healed man begged to follow Jesus but was sent home to testify. His transformed life became the sermon—no eloquence needed. Your story, not your perfection, declares Christ’s authority. Broken chains preach louder than polished words. [01:07:19]

As he was getting into the boat, the man who had been possessed with demons begged him that he might be with him. And he did not permit him but said to him, “Go home to your friends and tell them how much the Lord has done for you, and how he has had mercy on you.” (Mark 5:18–19, ESV)

Reflection: Where is Jesus sending you to share His mercy in places that once felt like graveyards? How can your scars point others to His deliverance?

Sermon Summary

Mark shows Jesus stepping off the boat into Gentile territory and straight into a storm inside a man. The tombs preach a sermon of endings, and the man lives where death parades its victories. The mind, Scripture’s center of perception and judgment, has been colonized by what surrounds it, because what keeps speaking to a person eventually starts shaping that person. Proverbs says as a person thinks, so is he, and Paul says transformation begins with the renewing of the mind. The graveyard is not scenery, it is a system, and it has started living in him.

Jesus shows up. No smoke signals, no SOS, no invitation. Before there was a meeting, there was a mission. He crosses the sea for one man others had written off, because the Son of Man comes to seek and to save. Religion avoids unclean places, but Jesus walks into them. The world sees a problem, Jesus sees a person. The man runs and worships, and that direction is already grace at work.

Jesus frees him. Address is not affliction. The cemetery is where he lives, but Legion is what torments him. Jesus asks for a name not to learn something new, but to expose what has been hiding. Legion is occupation language, a structured invasion, not one loose irritation. Freedom begins where honesty starts, because Jesus exposes before he expels. The man is not the problem, he is the prize, and Jesus separates the person from the powers.

Authority shifts. Demons ask permission. They do not command Jesus, they request leave. What is real is not ultimate. Grief is real, fear is real, disappointment is real, but Jesus is greater. The one who calmed the storm outside now calms the storm inside, then reclaims what was ruined.

Mark paints the restoration: sitting, clothed, and in his right mind. Jesus fixes his position, then restores his personhood. Where a person sits shapes how that person sees. The one who once leaned into tombstones now leans on the Chief Cornerstone. Clothing signals dignity and belonging, and the crowd recognizes the man, which means the man was there all along. The struggle never was the identity. Even the place name whispers hope. Gadarenes means reward at the end. Jesus comes for the reward at the end and calls hearers to keep moving through the process, trusting that the gospel still saves and that Jesus still shows up.

Key Takeaways

1. Jesus shows up in wastelands Jesus takes the initiative where others withdraw. He crosses boundaries and steps into unclean spaces to find the person no one else wants. The good news is not that someone finds Jesus, but that Jesus comes looking, right on time. That is why deserts and graveyards become meeting places of mercy. [35:37]
2. Freedom begins with honest naming Jesus asks for a name to expose the occupation, not to gather data. Legion is not a hiccup but a system, and systems must be unmasked before they are uprooted. Honesty is the doorway where healing walks in. Jesus reveals before he removes, so the heart can surrender what it has finally seen. [55:16]
3. Direction is the first sign of deliverance Before chains fall, feet move. The man runs and worships, and that turn toward Jesus is grace already pulling. When a restless heart keeps showing up to seek Christ, that movement is evidence that freedom has started. Motion precedes miracle. [54:22]
4. The man is not the problem Jesus separates person from power. The man is not Legion, he is occupied by Legion, and heaven aims to reclaim him. Identity is restored when Jesus names the enemy without confusing it with the image-bearer. The person emerges where the problem once filled the frame. [58:51]
5. Where you sit shapes how you see Sitting, clothed, and in a right mind locates the man in a new place with a new presence. Proximity to Jesus re-patterns perception, because influence follows presence. Belonging clothes the soul with dignity, and settled nearness builds a settled mind. Position feeds perception, and perception steers life. [65:35]

Youtube Chapters

[00:00] - Welcome
[14:04] - Call to Scripture and setup
[18:25] - Reading Mark 5 in context
[22:10] - The mind’s value and vulnerability
[24:26] - Thinking must change before living changes
[25:29] - Mark’s portrait of Jesus’s authority
[26:29] - From outer storm to inner storm
[27:31] - Tombs preaching endings
[31:50] - When the environment gets inside
[35:37] - Jesus shows up uninvited
[44:32] - Crossing the sea for one man
[48:33] - He freed him: address vs affliction
[55:16] - Exposes before he expels
[57:21] - Legion as occupation and invasion
[60:07] - Authority shifts, demons ask permission
[63:21] - Sitting, clothed, and right-minded
[65:35] - Where you sit shapes how you see
[66:56] - Struggle is not identity
[68:28] - Gadarenes and reward at the end
[72:29] - Invitation and prayer

Bible Study Guide

Bible Reading
Mark 5:1-20 (ESV)
[The full passage about Jesus healing the demon-possessed man in the region of the Gerasenes.]

Observation Questions

In Mark 5:1-5, what details describe the man’s condition and environment before Jesus arrives? How does his physical location (tombs) reflect his spiritual state?
When Jesus asks, “What is your name?” (Mark 5:9), how does the response reveal the nature of the man’s affliction?
What specific actions does the healed man take after his deliverance (Mark 5:15, 18-20)? How does this contrast with his earlier behavior?
The sermon mentions that “the tombs preach a sermon of endings” [28:13]. What does this phrase mean in the context of the man’s life?

Interpretation Questions

Why do you think Jesus deliberately crossed into Gentile territory (Mark 5:1) to confront this one man, despite cultural and religious barriers? How does this reflect His mission?
The demons beg Jesus not to send them “out of the country” (Mark 5:10). What does this interaction reveal about the limits of evil’s power compared to Christ’s authority?
The sermon states, “The man is not the problem, he is the prize” [58:51]. How does this distinction change the way we view people trapped in destructive patterns?
What does the crowd’s fearful reaction to the healed man (Mark 5:15-17) teach us about how society often responds to radical transformation?

Application Questions

The sermon emphasizes that “Jesus shows up in wastelands” [35:37]. Where in your life or community have you seen Jesus intentionally enter a “wasteland” to bring hope? How can you join Him in this work?
“Freedom begins with honest naming” [55:16]. What is one area of struggle or brokenness you’ve hesitated to name honestly before God? What step could you take this week to bring it into the light?
The healed man’s first act was to run toward Jesus [50:02]. When facing inner turmoil, what practical habits or choices help you “run toward” Christ instead of isolating yourself?
The sermon notes that “where you sit shapes how you see” [01:05:35]. How might your current environment (relationships, media, routines) be shaping your mindset? What adjustments could help you “sit” closer to Jesus’ truth?
The crowd recognized the healed man because his true identity was restored [01:06:56]. How can you actively remind yourself and others that struggles or past failures do not define your identity in Christ?

Sermon Clips

39s

“what occupied the man was restricted by the mass. And matter of fact, that's good news for every person listening today because whatever's been fighting you has never been greater than Jesus who found you. I want you to know grief is real, but Jesus is greater. Fear is real, but Jesus is greater. Disappointment is real Yeah. But Jesus is greater. Yeah. A struggle is real Yeah. But Jesus is greater. Yeah. There's never been a chain so strong that Jesus could not break it.”

38s

“Okay, Imma say it again because I think you missed it. I said, the demons had convinced the man that this was simply who he was. But Jesus separates the man from the demonic spirits because the man is not legion. The man is occupied by legion. The the man is not the problem. The man is the prize. The the man is not the enemy. The man is who Jesus came to reclaim. And that brings us, to this high point in the text because Jesus reclaims what was ruined.”

25s

“Notice him that the first sign of freedom was not deliverance. The first sign of freedom was direction. Yeah. He started moving toward Jesus but but not only was he moving toward Jesus, we see that now there's a revelation or revealing of the real enemy. Oh, for he said unto him, come out of the man. Come out of the man. Thou unclean spirit. Then Jesus asked, what is thy name?”

37s

“Never been a wound so deep that Jesus could not heal it. Never been a life so damaged that Jesus could not restore it. Yes. There's never been a soul so lost that Jesus could not find it. Never been a person so bound that Jesus could not free them. And there's never been a situation so ruined that Jesus could not redeem it. That's why we ought to be thankful and and gratitude because Jesus didn't just confront the demons. Yes, lord. He reclaimed the man.”

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