Identifying and Overcoming Our Shadow Missions

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"regrets I've thought and talked about this topic before the shadow Mission but what I want to do today that's a bit different is actually appli it to Samson who is I think really perhaps the poster boy for it let me tell you why I first ran across the phrase many years ago I was invited to go to a therapeutic Retreat it was very unusual I will not describe it but in one of the sessions one of the guys was talking about this idea and he said that you know we all have a Shadow Self you and I in The Fellowship of the withered hand where we face up to our inadequacy and weakness and Brokenness and fallenness will recognize that sin is my ego my selfishness my clutch my grasp whatever forms that will take willingness to do wrong just like you have a Shadow Self he said we're all meant to have a mission to have a purpose in life to devote our time to do something larger than ourselves but if we don't do that our life will devolve into what he called a shadow Mission using our time and our energy and our one and only life for something that's not worth worth it that is ignoble that will drag us down." [00:24:07]

"so I want to ask you how to begin to think about what is your Shadow Mission come back to that with Samson we know what it is uh the Book of Judges is such a fascinating book it's really kind of about the shadow mission of Israel Israel was made to be set apart for God God says to Abraham I will bless you to be a blessing through the whole earth and that will require becoming a certain kind of person there was no God understood in the ancient world that cared about goodness and righteousness and care for the orphan and the Widow and truth and so the way that this God of Israel did and that people would live in his way mattered so much but Israel didn't just like we don't human beings don't so there's this cycle where they don't obey God they do what evil and so judgment and suffering comes and then they cry out to God and then graciously he sends a deliverer a judge and they're delivered and then things are okay and they get complacent and then it just keeps going on and it's getting worse and worse by the time we hit Samson the Israelites chapter 13 were delivered into the hands of the Philistines for 40 years that's more than twice as long as they had been subject to oppression and suffering up to this point so there's like a spiral going down and God brings Samson along." [00:163:87]

"and we are given his mission from before he is born he's going to be a Nazarite these vows will remind him of his dedication to the Lord and he has this glorious Mission he will take the lead in delivering Israel from the hands of the Philistines um very interestingly in that o opening section this mission is actually delivered to his mom and she's the one that clarifies it she is a woman that God elevates at the beginning of his story but his treatment of women is a deep part of his shadow Mission and by the time he grows up first thing we see is Samson went down to timna that little phrase occurs over and over in the account of Samson he is going down not just geographically but spiritually and he finds a woman uh who is one of the Philistines who will lead him away from God who's part of the people that worship a false god who I mean they're kind of the equivalence to Israel of like Nazis that just want to destroy them and Samson is supposed to be their deliverer and he just keeps sinking farther and farther and farther breaks all three of the vows that he was supposed to have as an asz right but the timing is with the the very very poignant verse when he tells her about uh the truth of his background he says for I am a Nazarite a razor has never touched my head I was dedicated to God from birth uh but he's betrayed everything dies in a very uh violent very ambiguous there's a victory for Israel in it but uh death comes to himself really really sad end his shadow mission was to use his gifts his strength his power to gratify his own IM impulses and appetites rather than to serve God." [00:243:28]

"so now I want to ask you what is your Shadow Mission very often with a shadow Mission it's not like 180 degrees in the wrong direction Samson is still fighting the Philistines but so much of himself his own anger and impulse stuff is in there your Shadow Mission will just get you off course enough so that you never become the person God wanted you to be I I love to communicate and to speak I started doing that when I was quite Young when I was 12 years old or so there was an article about me in the newspaper in Rockford where I grew up that was not terribly surprising you may know I had three uncles on my mom's side hack Jack and Mack true story and they all worked at the newspaper in Rockford as did my grandfather hack senior so in our family getting in the newspaper no big deal but the article about me i' had spoken somewhere was talkative boy wins a claim and I'll tell you uh I've often had uh involvement in exercises trying to figure out what my mission is often found it hard to summarize I've known my shadow Mission since I was 12 years old talkative boy wins a claim use whatever gifts I might have to try to make people go like this and I I fought that and fight that my whole life long Shadow missions are that way." [00:361:96]

"organizations have Shadow missions I served at meno Church meno is in the heart of Silicon Valley close connections with Stanford Walt Gerber was the senior pastor there before me and there's lot of venture capital people Highly Educated folks that would go to that church Walt used to say very tongue and Chic a successful church for successful people and God help us you know in The Fellowship of the withered hand sometimes churches can just become a successful church for Successful People you know for Israel they were blessed to be a blessing but the shadow mission is um I I I would like to be blessed but I don't want to have to be a blessing so now I want to ask you to identify what is your Shadow Mission if you do not pursue the purpose the path that God has for you you don't have to have some kind of fancy statement about it you know it is be a blessing to other people love other people be generous use the gifts you have to be helpful to others if you don't do that what's going to pull you in the wrong direction now be honest about this it's interesting um David also had a shadow Mission what saved David was he had Nathan and Nathan came along when David was way down the wrong road Thou Art The Man David this is you David came back and went a different direction Samson had nobody Samson by the end of his his life nobody in Israel that we know is connected with him no Prophet is speaking truth to him just Delila she's not going to tell him the truth who in your life is your Nathan you know I have a few people in my life where I've asked him would you help me to identify what my shadow mission is and tell me when I'm going down the wrong road would you love me that much so now I'm asking you my friend in The Fellowship of the withered hand what's your Shadow mission may maybe it's money money for a lot of people maybe it's security maybe you find yourself comparing yourself to somebody else and think I got to use my gifts my uh attractiveness my whatever to outshine that person maybe it's just approval what a dumb thing to live for but we do just try to get more likes maybe it's success maybe it's anger there's people that just live to try to get even with somebody maybe it's be right you can be right it's not a bad thing to be right till we start using it to hurt somebody and now the invitation is uh today to name that shadow Mission identify yourself if you're not sure ask God if you're not sure and you're brave ask somebody else who knows you really well what's my shadow Mission and then bring it to the foot of the cross because Jesus knows all about Shadow missions I believe that this is true I believe that Jesus who fully became a human being had a shadow Mission himself and we see it running through his life the beginning of his ministry goes into the Wilderness and the tempter says to him turn these stones into bread uh you can be the Messiah you don't have to be hungry cast yourself down from the Pinnacle you're the Messiah you you don't have to get hurt bow down and receive all the kingdoms of the world you're the Messiah you can have agulation you don't have anybody opposing you you don't Have To Be An Enemy of the State and then a little later on on the Mount of transfiguration when Peter tells him what his true identity is Jesus says yes and I'm going to have to go to the Cross I'm going to have to suffer many things he no no no not you you're the Messiah you don't have to suffer remember Jesus's response get behind me Satan he knows where this temptation is coming from and he wrestles with it deeply all the way to the Gard of Gethsemane right before the very end where he says to his father if it's possible let this cup pass from me see I think his sha I think Jesus's Shadow mission was you can be the Messiah without suffering I don't know why for some reason suffering is at the heart of everything including the Redemption of you and me and every shadow Mission Finds Its defeat in the shadow of the cross in that shadow the light of the world shines so your job today get really honest best you can tell name your Shadow Mission and then tell one other person about it so that its power over you can be broken a little bit you can do this you can do this stretch out your hand." [00:444:47]

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