In my life's journey, I've experienced a profound transformation that I shared with you today. Growing up in a household where church was a Sunday routine, I was baptized at 13 but soon drifted away from faith, seeking pleasure in adrenaline and loudness. My teenage years were marked by parties, drugs, and alcohol, which continued into adulthood. I lived for myself, not caring about others, and my relationships suffered as a result. I dropped out of school and worked in a body shop, where the work-hard-play-hard culture reinforced my destructive habits.
My life was a series of accidents and legal troubles, from DUIs to serious crashes, including one that resulted in the loss of my hand. Despite these wake-up calls, I continued to manipulate situations and people, playing God in my own life. My relationships were tumultuous, and I was controlling and hurtful, especially when under the influence. I hit rock bottom when my family left me, and I realized I had lost control of my life. I even contemplated suicide but couldn't go through with it.
Seeking a way out, I attended self-help meetings, where I found compassion and a desire to change. I surrounded myself with sober individuals and began to see the role God had played in my life all along. It was by the river, during a moment of meditation and prayer, that I gave my life back to Jesus. This spiritual awakening allowed me to see how God had been present throughout my life, even when I was blind to it.
I started serving in the church and found a community that wanted to live life with me. Serving helped me step out of my own way and learn to live a righteous life. I read Philippians, which taught me how to live a Christian life daily. This passage was exactly what I needed at the time.
Tragedy struck when my daughter overdosed on fentanyl. I was able to revive her with Narcan, and this event further solidified my commitment to sobriety and helping others. My daughter eventually found her path to sobriety, celebrating a year clean. Through these experiences, I've learned to appreciate the role God has played in my life and the importance of living with purpose.
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