From Brokenness to Redemption: A Journey of Faith

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I think it really started to get rocky about like five six years into our marriage where I started to feel like this wasn't going to last much longer. I started a business in 2015. I felt like I had to be the best and work the hardest um and just kind of outwork everyone and and not be a failure. I gave everything to the business to make money to provide. So, I felt as though I was providing and that was enough. [00:01:55]

It got to the point where I wasn't working hard enough on my own and then it's kind of where my substance abuse had started or significantly taken uptick. I just knew that something was off and it always felt like there was like this missing puzzle piece that I couldn't figure out. [00:29:50]

Oh, I knew he, you know, loved his family and worked hard, but it just didn't feel like, you know, there was any connection between us or love. And then I ultimately found out that that he was using drugs. My trust was completely gone in him and I was broken and I gave up. [00:50:05]

I asked him to leave the house and told him that I wanted a divorce. January 8th, 2023 is when our portal came crashing down. That's when it all came to light. I checked into a rehab facility. I was there for 30 days each and every day. [00:68:19]

I I was working a program um but also was running to the Lord. We used to come to services kind of, you know, on and off wasn't consistent. I had been consistent um within my own connect group of women for about six years and I had learned so much um about the Bible, about God, about like faith and I knew God's promises. [00:87:24]

I knew that he was going to see me through it. I just kind of cut into that promise and I think that's what got me out of bed every day to still be a mom to my kids. Started coming to church, you know, every weekend. I was meeting with my Bible study girls. [00:116:33]

I would put my kids to bed at night. I would just open the Bible. It was the only thing that gave me peace. And I just prayed and I said, "You know what? Whatever you want, if it's meant for me to leave and move on, I can I can do that." [00:132:52]

And then I started to God just kept putting forgiveness on my heart and I knew that whatever happened between us, I have to forgive him. It was a few months in just a text. I think it goes through text and we ended up sitting together at church through a service at potential and uh it's kind of one of the first times that I thought that there would be a little glimmer of hope for us. [00:145:35]

It made me want to grow stronger to God. Um be closer with him because I started to see signs that, you know, he is a true miracle worker. I reached out through potential and found a connect group called the Banner brothers on t they meet on Tuesday nights and but they were one of the biggest influences on my life to this point. [00:175:45]

But they walked me through it and they held my hand through it and they supported me through it. We made church our number one priority and really trusting him and working through our stuff. Experiencing what a Christfilled marriage look like. [00:192:48]

When you go to God's house and you can see the light change personally right in front of you, you know, our marriage redeemed, our son has been baptized here. We have a different marriage now than we did 2 years ago. [00:210:19]

For us to be able to grow and as a family together in our church, we're so blessed. I don't see it any other any other place other than potential and and who we're surrounded by. [00:225:21]

I had learned so much um about the Bible, about God, about like faith and I knew God's promises. I knew that he was going to see me through it. I just kind of cut into that promise and I think that's what got me out of bed every day to still be a mom to my kids. [00:109:50]

Started coming to church, you know, every weekend. I was meeting with my Bible study girls. I would put my kids to bed at night. I would just open the Bible. It was the only thing that gave me peace. [00:126:00]

It made me want to grow stronger to God. Um be closer with him because I started to see signs that, you know, he is a true miracle worker. I reached out through potential and found a connect group called the Banner brothers on t they meet on Tuesday nights. [00:175:45]

But they walked me through it and they held my hand through it and they supported me through it. We made church our number one priority and really trusting him and working through our stuff. [00:194:24]

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