In the journey of faith, we encounter moments of profound struggle and divine revelation. My own path has been marked by such experiences, and I have come to understand that these trials are not merely obstacles but opportunities for growth and deeper communion with Christ. I recall a time of great personal challenge when I was overwhelmed by the demands of my ranching life. The spring of 2008 was particularly trying, with relentless rain and snowstorms leading to the illness of many newborn calves. My dedication to the welfare of our animals was unwavering, yet it took a toll on my well-being, pushing me to the brink of physical and emotional exhaustion.
It was during this period of intense hardship that I found myself on my knees in the pasture, not in prayer, but in a moment of anger and despair, directing my frustration towards God. This moment of crisis became a turning point, as I realized my profound need for rest and, more importantly, my need for Jesus—the one who promises rest to the weary. This realization led me to seek a new church home, a place where I could be nourished by the teaching of God's Word and find solace in uplifting worship.
My faith journey began in a home where church attendance was non-negotiable, and memorization of scripture and church doctrine was emphasized. This foundation served me well, but as I matured, I yearned for a deeper understanding of how Jesus fit into my everyday life. This longing for a more personal relationship with Christ led me to Calvary Chapel Marshall, a church without a building but rich in the teaching of the Bible. When that church dissolved, I found myself at Living Word, where I felt an immediate sense of belonging. It was here that my wife, Char, and I found a community deeply rooted in God's Word, a place where we both felt welcomed and where new doors were opened for us.
Throughout my life, I have been blessed with travel guides—fellow believers who have supported and guided me in my spiritual journey. These individuals have been instrumental in helping me understand the depth of God's forgiveness and the peace that comes with knowing Jesus. I recall a conversation with Pastor Greg during a turkey hunt, where he reminded me that God has forgiven the sins I struggled to forget. This simple yet profound truth lifted a great burden from my shoulders.
My faith has also provided me with peace during times of uncertainty, such as when I faced open heart surgery. The assurance that my life was in God's hands allowed me to approach the surgery with a sense of calm, trusting in His plan for me.
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