Finding Hope and Purpose Through Life's Trials

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Losing Winter was obviously the hardest thing I've ever walked through. I was finished up my last week of work with the Urban Alternative and Winter texted me probably about two o'clock in the afternoon and just said I'm not feeling well with like the sick emoji. I'll never forget looking out into the master and Winter was just kind of sitting up in the bed. [00:02:41]

The next 30 minutes of my life were the most traumatic hardest scariest 30 minutes and I spent probably of that 30 minutes probably 20 minutes trying to save her life while we were waiting for the paramedics to get there. I remember getting to the hospital and having one part of me that's just believing for a miracle. [00:03:15]

The only thing that matters in this moment is my girls you know like everything else. Dr. Evans was one of the first people I called and he was one of the first people at the hospital and he was there when I told my girls. Dr. Evans is not a man of few words but when Winter passed away in general he was more quiet he was just there. [00:03:52]

As big as he may seem as large as he may seem on a stage he's one of the most humble men I know and I remember one time asking him how do you stay so humble he said I intentionally deny myself things I could have to remind myself of what I don't need. [00:04:20]

He's honestly instilled a desire maybe not the same ability to be that but a desire to be that humble man and to be that humble leader and to be that humble dad and to be that humble pastor. Yeah I mean everything changed when Winter passed away I had this massive desire to lead my girls and to honor my late wife. [00:04:34]

Everything kind of focused on those two things I've got four really beautiful daughters all of them are amazingly resilient and it's probably the greatest dream of my life to watch them be resilient in the face of what they walk through I'm really proud of them. [00:04:52]

As I look at my life now there's no doubt in my mind that where I am now is exactly where God has designed me to be and everything previous to now God has been using to prepare me for this moment and my hope is that people would just go oh I can do that too. [00:05:28]

It's just crazy like in God's providence I would meet this girl named Winter Danielle Evans how we'd fall in love and how God would literally use that to shape the rest of my life. I wouldn't be here without having worked with Dr. Evans and I wouldn't have worked with Dr. Evans without meeting Winter. [00:05:46]

This reality of like every moment of your life being planned out by God and him using every bit of it to shape your life and shape his kingdom just really beautiful stuff really uh when I think about God's providence and what what Dr. Evans really taught me about God's providence. [00:06:04]

That's all about it's about God literally preparing you for the moments he's going to take you into and everything that he's doing and the good the bad and the ugly it's all in God's providence that you can be ready for what's next. [00:06:18]

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