Faith's Journey: Embracing Doubt, Suffering, and Grace

 

Summary

In our journey with God, we often find that our understanding and relationship with Him evolve as we grow and face different seasons of life. From the innocence of childhood, where the world and God seem vast and full of wonder, to the complexities of adulthood, where we grapple with doubt, suffering, and the search for truth, our faith is continually shaped and reshaped.

As a child, I was baptized and raised in a church that was a second home to me, filled with mystery and a sense of the divine. This environment fostered a childlike faith in me, a faith that was simple, trusting, and unburdened by the need to understand everything. This faith was characterized by an awe of God's greatness and a confidence in His goodness.

However, as I grew older, I encountered challenges that tested this faith. In middle school, my interest in science and exposure to skepticism on the internet led to doubts about God's existence and the truth of the Bible. It was during this time that God, in His providence, led my youth director and a mentor to start a Bible study with me. Through reading the Bible in its entirety, God spoke to me, reaffirming His faithfulness and the truth of His word. This experience transformed my understanding of God from a distant, powerful being to a personal Father who desired a relationship with me.

In high school and college, my faith flourished as I delved into theology and Christian community. Yet, this period of spiritual high was followed by a sudden and profound low when I returned to college after working at a summer camp. I experienced a deep depression, feeling numb and disconnected from God, friends, and even life itself.

It was in this darkness that I encountered Jesus in a new and profound way. A song reminded me that Jesus is not distant but has entered into our suffering. He is a Savior who is close, who understands our pain because He too experienced betrayal, abandonment, and death. This realization that Jesus was fully human and shared in our suffering brought me comfort and hope. It lifted me out of my despair and renewed my life, just as King David spoke of being restored to life from the depths.

Now, as I continue to walk with God, I draw strength from the promise that Jesus is near to the brokenhearted. My story is one of grace, a testament to God's faithfulness through every season of life. And it is this story of grace that I am privileged to share with others, especially the youth in our church, as I serve in ministry.

Key Takeaways:

- Childlike faith is a precious gift that allows us to trust in God's goodness without needing to understand all the mysteries of His ways. This faith is not naive; it is a profound trust in the character of God, which we should strive to maintain even as we grow in knowledge and experience. [16:16]

- Doubt and questioning are natural parts of a maturing faith. They provide opportunities for growth and deeper understanding. When we seek God earnestly in our doubts, He meets us with His word and reassures us of His presence and promises. [18:32]

- Suffering and mental anguish can make us feel distant from God, but it is in these very moments that Jesus is closest to us. He fully entered into our human experience, including our pain, to bring us comfort and hope. [24:46]

- The transformative power of encountering Jesus in our brokenness cannot be overstated. It is through recognizing His nearness and sharing in His sufferings that we find true hope and renewal, just as He rose from the dead, we too can rise from our despair. [26:00]

- Ministry is not just about teaching or leading; it is about sharing our own stories of grace and walking alongside others in their faith journeys. By doing so, we fulfill the call to bring the good news of Jesus to others and to build a community of believers who support and uplift one another. [27:05]

Study Guide

### Bible Study Discussion Guide

#### Bible Reading
1. Psalm 30:3 - "You, Lord, brought me up from the realm of the dead; you spared me from going down to the pit."
2. Hebrews 4:15 - "For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin."
3. Matthew 18:3 - "And he said: 'Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.'"

#### Observation Questions
1. What was the speaker's initial perception of God during childhood? ([16:03])
2. How did the speaker's faith change during middle school and what factors contributed to this change? ([16:38])
3. What role did the youth director and mentor play in the speaker's journey of faith? ([17:29])
4. How did the speaker describe their experience of depression and its impact on their faith? ([20:00])

#### Interpretation Questions
1. How does Psalm 30:3 relate to the speaker's experience of being lifted out of depression? ([25:35])
2. In what ways does Hebrews 4:15 provide comfort to those experiencing suffering, according to the speaker's testimony? ([26:00])
3. How does the concept of childlike faith in Matthew 18:3 apply to the speaker's early relationship with God? ([16:16])
4. What does the speaker's story suggest about the importance of community and mentorship in one's faith journey? ([17:29])

#### Application Questions
1. Reflect on a time when you experienced childlike faith. How can you strive to maintain that trust in God's goodness as you grow in knowledge and experience? ([16:16])
2. Have you ever faced doubts or questions about your faith? How did you seek answers, and what was the outcome? ([16:38])
3. Think about a period of suffering or mental anguish in your life. How did you experience God's presence during that time? ([20:00])
4. How can you support someone in your community who is struggling with their faith or mental health? ([17:29])
5. What steps can you take to share your own story of grace with others, especially those who might benefit from hearing it? ([27:16])
6. How can you cultivate a deeper understanding of Jesus' humanity and His empathy for our suffering in your daily life? ([24:57])
7. Identify a specific way you can engage with and support the youth in your church or community, drawing from your own experiences. ([27:36])

Devotional

Day 1: Embracing Childlike Faith
Faith that is childlike is not about naivety; it's about a profound trust in the character of God. This type of faith allows individuals to experience a deep sense of trust and confidence in God's goodness, even when they do not fully understand His ways. It is a faith that is simple yet powerful, unencumbered by the complexities that often come with age and experience. It is about maintaining a sense of wonder and awe in the presence of the divine, and it is a reminder that faith does not require all the answers to be deeply rooted and genuine.

"Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven." - Matthew 18:3 ESV

Reflection: How can you cultivate a childlike faith in your daily walk with God, letting go of the need for certainty and embracing trust in His character? [16:16]

Day 2: Growing Through Doubt
Doubt and questioning are not signs of a weak faith but are often indicators of a faith that is growing and seeking deeper roots. It is natural to encounter questions and uncertainties as one's understanding of the world and God expands. These moments of doubt are not to be feared but embraced as opportunities for growth. When doubts arise, it is an invitation to seek God more earnestly, to delve into His word, and to allow His truth to reassure and guide. It is through this process that faith becomes more mature, resilient, and deeply personal.

"But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all the truth." - John 16:13a ESV

Reflection: What doubts about your faith are you currently wrestling with, and how can you actively seek God's guidance in these areas? [18:32]

Day 3: Jesus, Our Companion in Suffering
Suffering and mental anguish can often make one feel isolated and distant from God. However, it is precisely in these moments of deep pain that the presence of Jesus is most profound. Jesus, fully God and fully human, entered into the fullness of the human experience, including its suffering. This truth brings comfort and hope, knowing that He understands and shares in our pain. The nearness of Jesus in times of suffering is a powerful reminder that we are never truly alone, and that He is a source of strength and renewal.

"For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin." - Hebrews 4:15 ESV

Reflection: In what ways can you remind yourself of Jesus' presence and companionship during times of suffering or mental anguish? [24:46]

Day 4: Renewal Through Brokenness
Encountering Jesus in our brokenness has the power to transform and renew us. Recognizing that Jesus is not distant but has shared in our sufferings allows us to find hope in the midst of despair. Just as Jesus rose from the dead, we too can experience a resurrection of spirit, rising from the depths of our own despair to new life. This transformative experience is a testament to the power of Jesus' love and the hope that He offers to all who are willing to acknowledge their brokenness and seek His presence.

"He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake." - Psalm 23:3 ESV

Reflection: How has encountering Jesus in your brokenness led to renewal in your life, and how can you share this hope with others? [26:00]

Day 5: Sharing Stories of Grace in Ministry
Ministry is about more than just teaching or leading; it is about sharing one's own journey of faith and extending grace to others. By sharing personal stories of grace, individuals in ministry can walk alongside others, offering support and encouragement. This act of sharing creates a community of believers who uplift one another and bear witness to the transformative power of Jesus' love. It is through these shared stories that the good news of Jesus is spread, and the body of Christ is built up in love and unity.

"Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly, teaching and admonishing one another in all wisdom, singing psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, with thankfulness in your hearts to God." - Colossians 3:16 ESV

Reflection: What is one story of grace in your life that you can share with someone this week to encourage them in their faith journey? [27:05]

Quotes

"But as I got older, I started to learn more and my brain started to develop, and I started to have questions... It was a little bit harder to hold on to that childlike wonder and faith that I had." [17:19] (Download | )

"I remember having all these questions and doubts... Through his story of salvation, I didn't need the cold, hard facts and the evidence anymore because I had the story of God and I had faith in what he had promised and what he had told me." [18:32] (Download | )

"I started to feel super tired, super unmotivated... I felt numb, is how I really describe it. I felt numb emotionally, spiritually, mentally." [20:00] (Download | )

"I was struck by the fact that Jesus entered into the mess of humanity... He suffered mentally and emotionally, too... The loneliness that Jesus must have felt that night as he realized what was going to happen the next day." [24:46] (Download | Download cropped video)

"So as I reflected on the song and on the humanity and suffering of Jesus, he suddenly became very near to me. I could feel his presence and his nearness and my brokenness." [26:00] (Download | Download cropped video)

"Like Thomas, who felt the wounds of Jesus and believed that he was alive, we're able to feel the wounds of Jesus, to understand deeply that he has suffered for us and with us." [27:05] (Download | Download cropped video)

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