In a deeply personal and reflective message, Mark Evans shares his journey of grappling with the concept of God's sovereignty, a journey that spans over three decades. It began in his youth, two years after high school, when he encountered a conversation that challenged his understanding of God's control over human destiny, including the eternal fate of individuals. This conversation sparked a seed of doubt and questioning that would follow him for years.
Evans discusses the struggle to reconcile the idea of a sovereign God with the reality of human suffering and unanswered prayers. He reflects on his early days of pastoring with his wife Robin, where the theoretical questions about God's will became practical challenges as he faced real-life situations that did not align with his expectations based on scripture. He wrestled with the notion of God as a healer when healing did not come, and the idea of God answering prayers when prayers seemed to go unanswered.
The crux of Evans' message centers around a story from the Bible, where a woman who had been suffering from bleeding for 12 years reached out in faith to touch Jesus' garment and was healed. This story profoundly impacted Evans, as it demonstrated that while God is sovereign and has a divine plan, there is also room for human faith to intersect with and influence that plan. The woman's faith, not her pity or her circumstances, drew the power of God to heal her.
Evans emphasizes that faith is not about having a pity party or posting about one's struggles in hopes of eliciting a divine response. Instead, it's about a deep trust in God that persists despite circumstances, skepticism, and the lack of tangible evidence. He challenges the notion that God's sovereignty means passivity on our part, suggesting that there is a dynamic relationship where human faith can 'pull' on God's power.
The message concludes with a call to action, urging individuals to stop making excuses, to stop being skeptics, and to diligently seek God with the expectation that He rewards those who do so. Evans encourages his listeners to press past hurt, disappointment, and the voices of doubt to trust in God's goodness and to continue reaching out in faith.
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