Embracing Self-Examination for Spiritual Growth

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The good news is you're already good at taking inventory you know how to do this the bad news is we do it for other people this guy's got some problems man I can tell him what those are but with inventory we don't take somebody else's inventory I take my inventory and we all have a natural resistance to this one. [00:01:27]

Of course the reality is unless I look at it openly and clearly I can never really be healed I can never deeply change. Over the last week or two I've been kind of on diaper duty real early in the morning and the not my own diaper somebody else's and the problem has been when I go in there they don't want the light to be on. [00:02:08]

Now in step four we bring light into the darkness of our own character into those nooks and crannies that not only do I avoid looking at like I don't even know how to see them so this would be real important uh we must do this step and again you're not going to want to do it I get it it's okay. [00:02:39]

If a business does not take inventory of what they have and what they lack they will be in real trouble and we are the same way. We do not get changed like that another old statement in AA if you sober up a drunken Horse Thief what do you have a horse thief if you convert a pagan horse thief to Christianity what do you have you have a Christian horse thief. [00:03:49]

Grace doesn't mean I don't have to look at that I don't it's like God forgives me for anything Grace is the power together with God to look at these things so the verse that we'll use over these few days couple of vers little passage from Psalm 139 search me oh God and know my heart try me or test me and know my anxious thoughts. [00:04:34]

Self-examination is not something that we do on our own wonderful book I'll talk about using what are sometimes called the seven deadly sins or the capital vices there's a great book by philosopher Rebecca D Young on this and she writes about how the reason it's crucial to recover the vice tradition and history is that they developed in a community of Christians. [00:05:09]

Identifying and struggling against Vice is not a purely human endeavor and it is not an individualistic psychological self-help program it is something that we can do only together with God and through his Mercy so now God and I search me oh God and know my heart my will the core my posture my orientation and then try me and know my anxious thoughts. [00:05:44]

Anxiety fear seems to get into everything God where is fear lurking underneath my sin in ways that I don't even recognize it and then see if there's an offensive way in me what are my patterns of behaving of relating with other people words um both the wrong things that I commit and then the right things that I omit God help me to come to see those. [00:06:14]

The irony of our day is we have ever increasing sophistication ways to examine what's wrong with our bodies or what might be wrong with our our cars or termite inspection for our houses uh but maybe less time than ever do we actually look at our character now not just our psyche um but the state of our souls. [00:07:38]

A vice is something that gets in me it's like a virtue it's an acquired so this is not genetic now you may have a predisposition for cholesterol or for anger something advice is something that I acquire for which I am at least partly responsible because I engage in this I practice this I allow this to go unchecked in my life or I omit to do this. [00:08:26]

We often trivialize the seven deadly sins in our day one of them is scy there were actually a group of of French folks who apparently petitioned the pope to have it removed but uh if we understand them there's a reason why they've been around for well over 1,500 years you know in the field of psychology the diagnostic statistical manual keeps changing the diagnosis every couple of years. [00:08:54]

There may be moments today as you walk through this stage something happen somebody has a conversation with you and you see one of these in your life just thank you God for bringing that to the surface although it hurts a bit help me to remember that you love me help me not to get neurotic or beating myself up on this help me not to just ignore it or squash it let me see what you see. [00:12:18]

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