Embracing Powerlessness: The Path to Spiritual Transformation

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"I think I've told you I was talking to a guy's been in AA for decades and he said the problem with most religions with most wisdom Traditions with most Christians with most most most churches is a wimpy step one because if you have a wimpy step one you're going to have a wimpy Step 2 through 12 step one is admitted now this is not just something that I doew casually or with my mind this is something that I feel deeply admitted that we were powerless over our ultimate problem alcohol addiction maybe sin for sure my selfishness my ego my deception my pride my judgmentalism my withdrawal my pouting my hurting other people my ignoring other people my elitism my I I can't change it I can't stop it and my life is unmanageable if God isn't the one that leading and and I'm not surrendered to him uh when I get to the end of my life it will just be littered with regrets that's step one want to invite you to do that all through this day now just look for ways in which I'm powerless over people powerless over the weather which you might notice is beautiful here powerless to control other people's opinions about me." [00:02:11]

"Have you ever gone to church have you ever felt lonely when you went to church did you ever wonder why there a brilliant Theologian Dietrich bonhof and he addresses precisely this book in his he addresses precisely this issue uh in his little book life together life together uh was about a fellowship people who were going through underground seminary in Nazi Germany and a program a way of life what AA offers is a program and a fellowship and the um similarities between what Bon Hoffer writes and what we discover in the 12 steps are striking and you will find that in any great writing or any great Community about spiritual transformation because these 12 steps were learned from something called the Oxford Group which was an attempt to recapture discipleship following Jesus uh in Modern Life in fact before was called the Oxford Group it was called a first century Christ uh Christian Fellowship this is what Bon Hofer writes this is why we get lonely when we go to church confess your faults one to another you ever do that with anybody admitted we were powerless lives run man is G he who is alone with his sin is utterly alone he who is alone with his sin is utterly alone it may be the Christians notwithstanding corporate worship common prayer all their fellowship and service may still be left to their loneliness the final breakthrough to Fellowship does not occur because although they have fellowship with one another as Believers and as devout people they do not have Fellowship as the undev out as Sinners the pious Fellowship permits no one to be a sinner so everyone must conceal his sin from himself and from the fellowship we dare not be Sinners many Christians are unthinkably horrified when a real sinner is discovered among the righteous oh man a sinner a real one not that but see uh when a group of people gather together around the 12 steps and somebody says I'm an alcoholic everybody yep me too me too me too me too I've been there no surprise and when someone's able to recognize and publicly confess their personal inadequacy not just oh yeah this was me 10 or 20 or 30 years ago but here's what I did today here's what I do this morning like real time I still struggle with sin me too me you meet you meet you and then power flows but it's all built on step one that's why over and over in the Bible as we have seen uh Isaiah 6 woe is me for I'm a man of unclean lips most of the time we don't think about the fact that we are people of unclean lips because we don't get caught we would be horrified if all that we said and all that we thought and all that we felt was shown on the screen just for one single day maybe even our best day we'd be horrified but we forget it." [00:04:09]

"Step One is foundational for everything else in uh Acts chapter 2 Peter is preaching at Pentecost and the text says when they hear about Jesus and his person and his message and the life that he offers and then look at what they did they were cut to the heart see this step one is not just an abstract casual intellectual acknowledgement this is this is gut deep and for anybody that's got an addiction they know the more deeply they feel their hopelessness my willpower is never going to get me there the more intensely that is felt the more open they become the more humble they become the more they desire I gotta gotta gotta gotta I gotta have power beyond myself that's why step one is all over the Bible it's not just that they were weird ancient religious people who had self-esteem problems but thank God now we're therapeuti and we feel better about ourselves no no no we're in the same boat I am a man of unclean lips acts 2:37 they were cut to the heart and therefore they cried out Brothers what shall we do they're not paralyzed you don't become passive with this I'm powerless that but I'm not passive and then in Acts 2 verse 42 we read about the birth of a new community and they devoted themselves to the apostles teachings now that'll be Step 11 meditate pray and prayer the breaking of bread and fellowship day after day they met they began following a way of life they had a fellowship and they had a program and that's what we're entering into the church got the 12 steps I mean AA got the 12 Steps from the church and now the church needs the back um uh but there would have been no acts 242 without acts 237 first they had to be cut to the heart and then they were ready to devote themselves if they were not cut to the heart they would not have been that devout." [00:08:59]

"Tell you one more place in the New Testament where we see somebody working step one and we see the the difference between someone who is and someone who is not and why it matters so much this is in Luke chapter 7 Jesus is invited to the home of a religious leader he's a respectable guy he's doing really well if you asked him how the spiritual life is going he would say I'm going great I'm not powerless at all and my life is quite manageable and I have studied the scriptures deeply and I tithe and I fast and I go worship God and uh and then there's a woman call there and she is just described as a sinful woman but Jesus looks at uh you know this very respectable religious leader and then this other woman that would be on the margin scandalized and when she sees Jesus she just comes undone and she is so overwhelmed by her powerless over her life and her un manageability and then that Jesus would still love her and accept her that she bursts into tears and washes his feet with her tears and dries them with her hair and Simon does none of that he only loves just a little bit she just loves with everything she's got see she's doing step one Simon's problem is his his exact CH is a wimpy step one and that leads him leaves him with a wimpy spiritual life steps 2 through 12 and this woman she is doing step one so now this is your day today are you willing to sit with for a little bit the pain of knowing I'm a person of unclean lips I withdraw and I pout I want people's approval I was thinking about this today reading in uh the gospel of Mark the 14th chapter I think some people come up to Jesus they're trying to trap him and so they're just trying to flatter him but they say true words they say Jesus we know that you truly teach the way of God you are not swayed by men you don't care what they think the um literal phrase is you don't look at the faces of men and I was thinking how I look at people's faces uh honestly one of the things that I value about become new is right now it's just me looking at a camera so there's no person to shake their head no or shake their head yes I love being able to preach and talk to people who are alive I love making eye contact I love seeing it sometimes when somebody is filled with joy or their faces get lit up or they might be being changed I love that but at the same time I wrestle I wrestle I wrestle with uh if if they're not looking at me if they're looking away or they're noding their head this way or somebody gets up and walks out of a room do they not like what I said is this not going over very well have I kind of lost this is this not going to be something that people listen to and go wow and and I understand what it is to look at people's faces not in order to love them not in order to care for them but just to read in their faces now am I going to get the fuel that I'm want I am a man of unclean lips and this is the thing with sin I cannot overcome it by willpower it's like an alcoholic can't stop drinking by willpower I cannot just snap my finger and say okay approval addiction go away but that addiction will destroy my life and keep me from loving the people who are in it and it's done that way too much already I don't want it anymore and so uh I don't just drift I don't become passive with that I say all right I got to reorient myself I have to arrange my life uh I've got to have Jesus's help I gotta have him walking alongside me I got to be like that woman in Luke 7 I got to do a real robust plus step one so that's the invitation of the day as you walk through this day just look at what are you powerless over today you are powerless over the weather uh the weather here by the way is really really nice but wherever it is that you are you are power you're powerless over traffic you're powerless over the economy and then in myself I'm powerless over approval addiction I am powerless over my uh Habit of withdrawing from people and pouting now there has been change there but the change that's been there has come by the grace of God I'm powerless over all kinds where am I powerless and need help from God and today we live in a culture that will tell you you can do it it's in you I believe in you you got to believe in yourself you just need to have enough confidence you need to no no no you don't no you don't Paul Paul's doing step one I don't understand myself those things that I would do I don't do and those things that I would not do those are the things that I do I say to myself don't eat that don't go there don't say this to this person that I'm that I say it who will deliver me Wretched Man that I am I will not deliver me I will that's step one that's the invitation for a day make your step one today really robust and then keep coming back it works if you're working." [00:10:59]

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