Disappointment names the fight, but God writes the story. God has a track record of “suddenlies,” yet the text of most lives unfolds in the in-between, between the promise and the palace. Baal Perazim breaks through in a moment, but there is a process to the suddenly: daily faith, surrendered trust, forgiveness, and trying again when hope feels thin. Disappointment tries to disciple the believer by distorting who God is, lowering expectation, and rewriting the story too early. God, by contrast, never puts the pen down. Joseph’s pit and prison do not cancel the dream. Abraham’s stumble into Ishmael does not nullify Isaac. Belief in the middle is counted as righteousness, and it glorifies God even before any result shows up.
The call refuses to confuse the middle with the end. “Don’t quit in the middle” becomes the simple, stubborn obedience that keeps showing up to pray, to contend, to love, and to risk again. The Spirit trains the heart to “put the purple jersey on” after loss on top of loss, not because outcomes are guaranteed on demand, but because God is faithful even when timing and method are hidden. Peace comes not from answers but from trust. The peace that passes understanding only arrives when the right to understand is laid down. Isaiah promises perfect peace for the mind stayed on God, and Romans says hope can stand against hope when God has spoken.
Pain, then, is an invitation to crawl up onto Father’s lap. A sacrifice of praise in the middle becomes a holy privilege this side of eternity, when worship actually costs something. The Word exposes disappointment’s lies: God did not forget, God did not change his mind, and God still finishes what he starts. Galatians 6:9 keeps the horizon steady: at the proper time there is a harvest if the believer does not give up. The testimony of babies named Faith and Jubilee is not sentimentality. It is a living prophecy that God redeems time, even October, and that hope, tried by fire, becomes a lens strong enough to see the Author finish His story.
Key Takeaways
- 1. Don’t quit in the middle [46:21] Staying in the fight of faith keeps the line open for God’s timing and God’s method. The harvest belongs to those who do not confuse delay with denial. Perseverance is not passivity but the choice to pray, to obey, and to risk love again. The proper time comes to those who refuse to bow to despair. [46:21]
- 2. Disappointment is a bad teacher [01:03:55] Disappointment distorts God’s character, lowers holy expectation, and rewrites the story too soon. It tempts a believer to interpret everything through pain instead of promise. God’s authorship anchors the soul by reminding it the pen has not left His hand. Hope grows when identity is received from God, not from the last loss. [63:55]
- 3. Put your purple jersey on [59:20] Embodied hope matters. Choosing again, after the miss and the heartbreak, says more about trust than speeches ever could. Rituals of faith form resilient hearts that can carry promise when it finally arrives. Faith dresses for the future God has spoken, even while tears are still drying. [59:20]
- 4. Offer a sacrifice of praise [01:07:10] Worship in the middle is a once-in-a-lifetime privilege of this side of eternity. Praise that costs something shapes the soul to see God as good before outcomes shift. That posture breaks the grip of bitterness and keeps the heart soft enough to receive. Gratitude becomes warfare against the lie that God has left. [67:10]
- 5. Hope against hope again [01:12:40] Romans 4:18 sketches a path when natural reasons to hope run out. God’s word becomes enough, and trust replaces the demand to understand. Peace rises when control is surrendered and the mind stays on Him. Such hope does not deny reality, it enthrones God over it. [72:40]
Youtube Chapters
- [00:00] - Welcome
- [40:05] - Honoring the house and family focus
- [43:12] - Called to be a hope dealer
- [45:28] - God sees longing and loss
- [46:21] - Don’t quit in the middle
- [47:12] - God of the suddenly
- [48:39] - Life in the in-between
- [50:37] - Story in pictures begins
- [52:59] - Miscarriages and October word
- [57:04] - Stillbirth and deep disappointment
- [59:20] - Put your purple jersey on
- [61:23] - The call about Havilah
- [62:48] - Jubilee and October redeemed
- [63:08] - Disappointment’s lies and counter-truths
- [72:40] - Hoping against hope