Many believers find themselves wrestling with the challenge of experiencing joy in God, feeling a sense of disconnection from the profound delight that others describe. This struggle is not necessarily rooted in theological correctness but rather in personal assurance and the experience of God's presence. It is a common journey that requires seeking the Holy Spirit's testimony rather than relying solely on rituals or logical deductions. The journey towards joy in God is deeply personal and involves a sincere pursuit of His presence and assurance. [12:31]
Isaiah 12:2-3 (ESV): "Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and will not be afraid; for the Lord God is my strength and my song, and he has become my salvation. With joy you will draw water from the wells of salvation."
Reflection: Think about a time when you felt disconnected from God. What steps can you take today to seek the Holy Spirit's assurance and presence in your life?
Day 2: Joy in God, Not in General
The pursuit of joy is specifically about finding joy in God, not just any joy. This joy is not self-generated but is a response to the glory of God, an external reality that we must engage with. It is crucial to understand that joy in God is the goal, not joy as an abstract concept. This understanding shifts our focus from seeking joy in general to seeking joy that is rooted in the divine presence and glory of God. [15:15]
Psalm 16:11 (ESV): "You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore."
Reflection: Consider what brings you joy in your daily life. How can you intentionally seek joy in God today, rather than in temporary or worldly pleasures?
Day 3: C.S. Lewis's Insight on Joy
C.S. Lewis teaches that the pursuit of joy should not be about the experience itself but about God, the source of true joy. Joy is a signpost pointing us to something greater outside ourselves, not an end in itself. This perspective encourages us to shift our focus from seeking experiences to seeking God, recognizing that true joy is found in Him alone. By understanding joy as a pointer to God, we are invited to deepen our relationship with Him and find fulfillment in His presence. [16:42]
Psalm 43:4 (ESV): "Then I will go to the altar of God, to God my exceeding joy, and I will praise you with the lyre, O God, my God."
Reflection: Reflect on a recent joyful experience. How can you use that experience as a signpost to draw closer to God and deepen your relationship with Him?
Day 4: Joy Glorifies God
Our joy in God glorifies Him more than mere intellectual assent or doctrinal correctness. Even Satan has accurate knowledge of God but lacks the delight that glorifies Him. This highlights the importance of experiencing joy in God as a way to truly honor Him. Joy in God is not just a personal benefit but a means of glorifying God, demonstrating the depth of our relationship with Him and our delight in His presence. [19:51]
Nehemiah 8:10 (ESV): "Then he said to them, 'Go your way. Eat the fat and drink sweet wine and send portions to anyone who has nothing ready, for this day is holy to our Lord. And do not be grieved, for the joy of the Lord is your strength.'"
Reflection: How can you express your joy in God today in a way that glorifies Him and encourages others to seek joy in Him as well?
Day 5: Examining Our Desires
The pursuit of joy in God challenges us to examine our desires and what we truly delight in. The root of sin often lies in misplaced desires, and true transformation requires a change in what we treasure. Pursuing God without addressing our heart's desires can lead to a superficial faith. Therefore, the call is not just to pursue God but to pursue joy in God, which demands a deep, heart-level transformation. [21:17]
Proverbs 4:23 (ESV): "Keep your heart with all vigilance, for from it flow the springs of life."
Reflection: What desires in your heart might be misplaced or hindering your joy in God? How can you realign your desires to treasure God above all else today?
Sermon Summary
In our journey of faith, many of us grapple with the challenge of truly delighting in God. It's not uncommon to feel disconnected from the profound joy that others describe in their relationship with Him. This isn't necessarily a theological issue but rather a personal struggle with assurance and the experience of God's presence. Historically, believers have wrestled with this, seeking assurance through the Holy Spirit's testimony rather than mere logical deductions or rituals. The fight for joy is not about seeking joy in general but specifically finding joy in God. This joy is not self-generated but is a response to the glory of God, an external reality that we must engage with.
C.S. Lewis's insights remind us that the pursuit of joy should not be about the experience itself but about God, the source of true joy. Joy is not an end in itself but a signpost pointing us to something greater outside ourselves. The Bible commands us to delight in the Lord, emphasizing that serving God without joy leads to serving our enemies. This highlights the seriousness with which God views our pursuit of joy in Him. Our joy in God glorifies Him more than mere intellectual assent or doctrinal correctness. Even Satan has accurate knowledge of God but lacks the delight that glorifies Him.
The pursuit of joy in God also serves as a measure of our spiritual condition. It challenges us to examine our desires and what we truly delight in. The root of sin often lies in misplaced desires, and true transformation requires a change in what we treasure. Pursuing God without addressing our heart's desires can lead to a superficial faith. Therefore, the call is not just to pursue God but to pursue joy in God, which demands a deep, heart-level transformation.
Key Takeaways
1. generated but a response to the glory of God, an external reality that we must engage with. It's crucial to understand that joy in God is the goal, not joy as an abstract concept. [15:15] 3. C.S. Lewis's Insight on Joy: C.S. Lewis teaches that the pursuit of joy should not be about the experience itself but about God, the source of true joy. Joy is a signpost pointing us to something greater outside ourselves, not an end in itself. This perspective shifts our focus from seeking experiences to seeking God.
4. Joy Glorifies God: Our joy in God glorifies Him more than mere intellectual assent or doctrinal correctness. Even Satan has accurate knowledge of God but lacks the delight that glorifies Him. This highlights the importance of experiencing joy in God as a way to truly honor Him.
5. Examining Our Desires: The pursuit of joy in God challenges us to examine our desires and what we truly delight in. The root of sin often lies in misplaced desires, and true transformation requires a change in what we treasure. Pursuing God without addressing our heart's desires can lead to a superficial faith.
Deuteronomy 28:47 - "Because you did not serve the Lord your God with joyfulness and gladness of heart, you will serve your enemies."
Psalm 37:4 - "Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart."
Philippians 4:4 - "Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice."
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Observation Questions:
According to the sermon, what is the common struggle many believers face regarding joy in God? [12:31]
How does C.S. Lewis describe the pursuit of joy in his autobiography, and what is the main discovery he shares? [16:42]
What does Deuteronomy 28:47 warn about serving God without joy, and how does this reflect God's seriousness about joy? [19:15]
How does the sermon differentiate between intellectual knowledge of God and delighting in God? [20:14]
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Interpretation Questions:
Why might the pursuit of joy in God be considered a measure of one's spiritual condition, according to the sermon? [21:17]
How does the sermon suggest that misplaced desires can lead to sin, and what is required for true transformation? [22:14]
In what ways does the sermon argue that joy in God glorifies Him more than mere doctrinal correctness? [19:51]
How does the sermon use C.S. Lewis's insights to shift the focus from seeking experiences to seeking God? [16:42]
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Application Questions:
Reflect on your own spiritual journey. Have you ever felt disconnected from the joy in God that others describe? What steps can you take to seek the Holy Spirit's testimony in your life? [12:31]
Consider the warning in Deuteronomy 28:47. How can you cultivate joyfulness and gladness in your service to God to avoid serving "enemies" in your life? [19:15]
Think about your current desires and what you truly delight in. Are there any desires that might be misplaced and leading you away from God? How can you realign them with God's will? [22:14]
How can you shift your focus from seeking joy as an experience to seeking God as the source of true joy, as suggested by C.S. Lewis? [16:42]
In what ways can you ensure that your knowledge of God is accompanied by genuine delight in Him, rather than just intellectual assent? [20:14]
Identify one area in your life where you struggle to find joy in God. What practical steps can you take this week to engage with God's glory and find joy in Him?
How can you encourage others in your community or small group to pursue joy in God, and what role can you play in supporting them on this journey?
Sermon Clips
saying I think you're probably right and I'm not there I'm not there I don't delight in God like that I don't feel like he's a Grand Canyon that I stand beside in the morning I don't feel like he's a supernova that causes me to explode with joy I just got to get up in the morning go to work I just I hardly even know what you're talking about my my experience of God isn't anything like you're talking about that was the most common for 20 plus years that was the most common response it wasn't a theological issue like oh you know you believe this or you believe that and I don't that wasn't the problem it's yeah that sounds sort of biblical and I feel scared that I may not even be a Christian [00:12:17]
and you know what I don't think that's a bad response at all back in the Puritan days back when pastors preached the Bible and and people trembled people were concerned about their Assurance a lot and the Puritan pastors had to get really serious about getting them into the Bible praying down the Holy Spirit and trying to help people gain some holy spirit-given affection for God that would be the internal testimony of the holy spirit that I'm a Child of God instead of just I signed a card I pray a pray I must be it's a logical deduction which is the way most people are taught to get the Assurance today [00:13:09]
the fight for Joy is a fight for joy in God not a fight for joy in general I know some of you are going to walk out of this room and say I said things I didn't say because you don't like what I'm saying and when you don't like what somebody says you distort what they say and but I'm trying to make this clear the pursuit of joy that I am commending the fight for Joy is a fight for joy in God not in general just any old place the subjective experience of Joy means nothing to me unless it is riveted in an object outside of me has reality outside of me I don't create it it's just there I must deal with it and it's the glory of God [00:15:21]
CS Lewis wow has he been helpful to me on this I don't know if you've ever read CS Lewis's autobiography surprised by Joy sounds like some of you have I commend it it's a little bit weighty and not everybody body struggles with what he struggled but I did and therefore when you read a book that carries you where you are going it works it helps and let me read you his struggle and his main discovery that book is mainly about this point in my message namely that the pursuit of Joy which everybody has should be not a Pursuit Of The Experience but of God and joy in God [00:16:16]
here's what he said I perceived and this was The Wonder of Wonders that I had been equally wrong in supposing that I desired Joy itself Joy itself considered simply as an event in my own mind turned out to be of no value at all all the value lay in that of which Joy was the Desiring and that object quite clearly was no state of my own mind or body at all I asked if Joy itself was what I wanted and labeling it aesthetic experience had pretended I could answer yes but that answer too had broken down inexorably Joy proclaimed I myself am your want of something other outside not you nor any state of you period close quote [00:17:04]
Deuteronomy 28:47 is one of the scariest warnings in the Bible goes like this because you did not serve the Lord your God with joyfulness and gladness of heart you will serve your enemies God Is So bent on having people pursue joy in him that if they try to serve him without that Joy they will serve their enemies that's how blood Earnest God gets in this issue of pursuing Joy so it's not it's not me who made up all the Commandments delight yourself in the Lord rejoice in the Lord that's Bible talk not my talk [00:19:02]
God is glorified by our experience of him joyfully not merely by the way we think about him the devil has had more theologically accurate thoughts about God in the last 24 hours than you will have in a lifetime you believe that I do I think he's brilliant and he knows God inside out and hates what he knows Satan's problem is not Doctrine it's Delight therefore get in our head straight won't save us and it won't glorify God by itself and I hope you know I'm really big on Doctrine but I'm at this point saying the reason I push joy in God is because all the right thinking about God in the world is not as good as Satan's thinking about God he just hates it [00:19:51]
people don't awaken to how desperate their condition is before God usually I think until they begin to measure their hearts by the demand for joy in God a lot of preaching of the law and I think that's a good thing deals with the law just at a do level a deed level don't commit adultery don't lie don't steal and doesn't probe the depths of commandment number 10 which is the root of all the others Thou shalt not desire things in ways you shouldn't covet desire is the root problem in the law and so when we preach not enough people probe people's consciences and hearts as to what do you Delight in [00:21:13]
what are you going to watch on television when you go home tonight what is your default activity when there's no pressure on you what is your heart reflexively drawn to those are the things that Dam us isn't adultery I mean good grief it does not take a lot of willpower to stay out of bed with another woman but not to have a desire to look at a picture desire that's damning to know that my heart has to change my whole structure of motivation has to change my whole priority of treasuring things in the world has to change I'm damned I'm just I there's nothing I can do I feel totally devastated by this indictment [00:22:14]
that's a third reason why I think we should not just say pursue God because you know what people will do with the word pursue God pursue God pursue God they'll just fill in all the verbs they feel comfortable with I'll read about him I'll talk about him I'll do some things for him don't you touch my heart because I'm in love with money and I'm in love with the praise of [00:23:03]
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