Bridging the Silence: Hearing God's Voice

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i think this is um this is kind of where the brother hits the road because at the end of the day you can talk and talk in circles about just what exists is he out there but what we really want to know is i mean none of that would matter if he's not interested in us you know like that's what we really care about deep down isn't it like beyond the questions of existence like god if you're there to actually do you actually want to know me like are you interested in my life like are you a god who who's going to come close to me who actually cares enough to to respond when when i'm reaching out when i'm praying that agnostics pran [00:09:36]

and so you know what do we do with those feelings of like when we're struggling to to hear from him when we are trying to reach out um and i think this is i you know i even met recently we met an atheist that was a story you know he was he he'd been praying as a teenager and felt like that prayer wasn't answered and and that's why he's an atheist today i think you know i have a family member who has that same story and that's it's really hard when when you feel like the experience isn't lining up with this sort of you know you come to a place of sort of intellectually believing it but you're not feeling it somehow [00:42:56]

and so anne had been with her for like six months and the way she was trying to reach out to her was when she was writing on her hand like letters she would be like drawing letters on her hand to try and get her to to have some sense of communication that it you know it wasn't clicking like because how have those dots join up for you right like just random letters on your hand how do you start to relate that to the world out there in some sense that you can hear that you can feel like you're being communicated with that that it's meaningful to you but then when the penny dropped for her was so one day she so she took her hand and she put it under like a tap of running water on one hand and then on the other hand she spelt the word water [00:22:24]

and there was something about that experience it destroyed the dots for her the experience of running words like this physical tangible and something and then the spelling of the word and suddenly you know language came together and she for the first time it clicked and from there they were able to build this language she was finally came out of the dark and was able to like experience the world and be spoken to you and be communicated with and when i heard that story i just thought oh my goodness that's christianity right like that's christianity like you know as people we're we're fumbling around in the dark as human beings we have this kind of sense maybe there's like a god out there but he's so far beyond our reach we cannot get to him we can't we can't just reach out and make him talk to us we can't make sense of him how can we possibly do that you know [00:26:56]

every other religion it talks about going up the mountain to meet god or finding your path but i hear those things i'm like that's not going to get you anywhere how are you going to get to god like he's he's so much bigger but the christian faith says no like you may feel like god is silent but god has spoken god has come to you god is that like living water that running water over your hand that has come down to you when you're in the dark and you cannot nothing is meaningful he said i am here and i'm gonna i'm gonna speak to you i'm gonna join up these dots for you so that you can know me so that you can have me communicate with you someone someone said you know um jesus is god's spelling himself out in human language so that we can understand and that's it that's what it is that when jesus came that was god coming to us that was good saying i'm not going to stay silent i am a speaking god and i'm going to speak to you here's the word made flesh he's the word made flesh [00:31:12]

and so god has spoken to you and i think if we can understand that if we can understand who jesus is and what it means that he came in history vince has just laid that out he actually came this is historic it's verifiable you can test it you can find the evidence but if god came in jesus that means god has spoken to you and so this question then isn't really about is god speaking to me is he silent it's more about how do i if i'm kind of learning this language to to understand god's speaking how do i do that how do i come to a place where i can actually hear him because i have been deaf and blind my whole life and now i'm learning this language and jesus says that you know my sheep will know my voice but that's a process of learning but god has given us tools to help us he gave us the bible and how powerful is that that he knew by ourselves and we're just going off our feelings that's so open to manipulation we'll get so confused do i know it's god or is it just what i want to hear you know how do i know but the bible is an external resource it's god's love letter to us written by so many people inspired by the holy spirit so that you can know beyond yourself hey i may not feel much from god today but god is speaking to me today if i want to hear from god i can literally go and open up his word and he will speak [00:43:00]

and but more than that it you know once you come to know jesus when you pray that prayer and invite god in god himself the spirit of god comes to live in you the same person who inspired the bible the same spirit of jesus he gave up on the cross when he breathed out and gave us his spirit and he's living in you so you actually have an interpreter helen keller had anne sullivan you have an interpreter not just you know scratching things on your palm but living within you you know to be god communicating with you so god is committed to speaking to you god is reaching out to you [00:54:56]

and so then when it comes to those personal moments where sometimes in our lives it we feel like we're like god okay like maybe we're god who speaks but i'm not feeling it right now i feel like i'm just getting silence i think we have to hold it in that framework of saying but god is always speaking to me you know the heavens declare the glory of god night after night they're pouring out speech creation even through creation god is always always reaching out and sometimes it's hard for us to hear because we don't get that immediate yes to whatever question we're asking of him whatever we're bringing to him we might not hear that yes right away sometimes it's a weight or it's not yet and that's hard to hear but the question is do we trust him and i think when we can look back at jesus we know that's a god who's for us so even in that waiting we can trust that there's a god who's at work and he was actually saying maybe there's something you may not feel it right now but maybe there's something better about this process of waiting that's going to be more important in your life more meaningful to who you are becoming your ultimate destiny than me giving you what you want right away right now because you're leaning into me and you're learning to depend on me and you're learning how to hear my voice in this process that we're on and sometimes it's harder because the answer is no and that's when it really feels like god is silent [01:00:56]

but god was speaking we drove that restaurant there was a sign lit up that said luca luca means light by the way that's why we chose that name and then the day that i that i finally lost my child that morning i was at work and i didn't know that would be the day but someone just came and said i just want to pray for you today and she knew that i was having a miscarriage but didn't know the name of our child and as she was praying for me she just said joe god has put a light in you and that light is never going to stop shining you know and and in the end we kind of came to understand some of you don't always get to know why there's a no in our case we got a bit of that because we got to jj here we got jonathan um and so you know i have that sense of we are a family with i'm a mother of three i have a you know a child in heaven whose light is never going to stop shining and we will be together but even in those times when you don't get to know some of the reason behind the no we can still look at jesus and know that god is speaking in fact the only person whose prayer was ever met with an existential silence with a kind of chasm of emptiness and avoid was jesus when he prayed on the cross he prayed my god my god why be forsaken me i believe that's the only prayer god actually doesn't answer and he's met with this like empty gaping chasm of silence why because when jesus was on the cross and he died for us he became sin for us and so he actually received those consequences of a life where we've distanced ourselves from god where relationship is broken where there is no communication but jesus didn't have that prayer answered he was met with silence so that we would literally never have that experience there is no silence for us because jesus faced it for us [01:14:24]

and so in those moments we're like oh where are you like why aren't you speaking he has spoken his word is speaking today his holy spirit is in you and he's speaking and so i think our prayer is just like god help me to understand what what feels like science i know is not actually silence and so would you keep just being that like living water like running across my palm just speaking to me help me to come out of the darkness and he learn to hear your voice in a deeper way and let me be like a sheep who knows the voice of the shepherd [01:23:12]

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