Augustine: From Lust to Divine Transformation

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oh Lord my helper and my redeemer I shall now tell and confess to the glory of your name how you released me from the Fetters of lust which held me so tightly Shackled and from my slavery to the things of this world those are the words of Augustine as he recounts his journey from lust to Grace [00:00:00]

his mother Monica is very famous because of her Relentless prayer for her lecherous son and I'm not sure that she did the best job she should rearing him he said As I Grew to manhood I was inflamed with desire for a serpent of Hell's pleasures my family made no effort to save me from my Fall by marriage [00:01:30]

my real need was for you my God who are the food of the soul I was not aware of this hunger I was willing to steal and steal I did although I was not compelled by any lack I was at the top of the school of rhetoric I was pleased with my Superior status and swollen with conceit [00:03:10]

in Carthage when he was 19 years old he read for the first time Cicero specifically the hortensius and this had an effect on him which was a kind of first conversion since there was a total Pagan there's no Christ in it but he says it altered my Outlook on life it changed my prayers To You O Lord and provided me with new hopes and aspirations [00:05:51]

I had my back to the light and my face was turned toward the things which it illumined remember the the story of the cave in Plato so that my eyes by which I saw the things which stood in the light were themselves in the dark this is a platonic analysis of his lost condition at that moment [00:10:37]

Ambrose was 14 years older than Augustine and preached Sunday after Sunday and he began to go committed him to nothing it was a thing to do the aristocracy in Milan were all Christian his mother had arrived on the scene and was trying to finagle a marriage for him so he'd get out of this concave manage with this woman who was below him in social class [00:11:15]

in Milan I found your devoted servant the bishop Ambrose at that time his gifted tongue never tired of dispensing the richness of your corn the joy of your oil and the sober intoxication now let me just stop there this man is brilliant the sober intoxication you just fly over things like that way too fast [00:11:48]

I was all ears to seize upon his eloquence I also began to sense the truth of what he said though only gradually I thrilled with love and Dread alike I realized that I was far away from you and far off I heard your voice saying I am the god who is I heard your voice as we hear voices that speak to our hearts and at once I had no cause to doubt [00:14:34]

I was astonished he says that although I now loved you I did not persist in the enjoyment of my God your beauty drew me to you but soon I was dragged away from you by my own weight and dismay I with dismay I plunged again into the things of this world as though I had sensed the fragrance of the fair but was not able to eat it [00:15:31]

I was still held firm in the bonds of a woman's love I began to search for a means of gaining the strength I needed to enjoy you see the you see the issue is shaping for us sex enjoyment or you enjoyment that's the issue for Augustine but I could not find this means until I embraced the mediator between God and man Jesus Christ [00:17:18]

the day came let's go to the day this is the day that everybody knows about and this day is more complex too than I thought it was but I don't have time for that complexity what happened in the morning determine what happened in the afternoon and all we know about is what happened in the afternoon but in a nutshell in the morning there was a visitor who told the story about Anthony a monk in Egypt [00:19:46]

oh Lord my helper and my redeemer I shall now tell and confess to the glory of your name how you released me from the Fetters of lust which held me so tightly Shackled and from my slavery to the things of this world [00:21:03]

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