Eastside SDA Fellowship

for as long as I have been a Christian, as long as I can affirm the notion that I believe in Jesus, I want to try and dispel an assumption about that. And here's the assumption I want to dispel, that even though I've always believed in Jesus, it doesn't always feel like I am happy to be a believer sometimes. Sometimes, in my relationship with God, I find that especially as a as a leader and as a pastor that I don't carry the right level of faith or belief that this God is for me and not against me. Sometimes I lack in faith. Sometimes I doubt in his promises. Sometimes I feel weak.